The Word i LOVE YOU means NOTHING its the actions You show that MATTERS !

Everyone keeps saying Bianca if he loves You why arent yall together . . . Umm First off the word i Love you means NOTHING its the actions you show behind it that matters . . . Just Because he LOVES me doesent mean he wants me . . i apparently hurt him . . Did NOT mean to but i guess i did . . . & Just because he loves me doesnt mean we have to be together . . i Still Love my ex But i don't wanna be with him . . Our love was a Real Love that's why it NEVER died . . Soo Love is more then just a Word it's also alotta of other stuff that comes with it . . . When i First Got on the phone with him last night he said "Bianca i Love you so much" You know how that made me feel ? Prolly NOT but it made my heart Cry . . Good thing it didnt make my eyes cry because i wouldnt have stoped & i want Him to think i'm Okay & Doing Great ! What a LIE that is . . .i Love all the help from people i'm Getting but You Honestly can't help a BROKEN heart well NOT mine . . im NOT going to turn Heartless or gay just because i keep getting hurt by guys . . imma just let the next Guy FIND me instead of looking & i'll know if he's the one for me . . im still in High school so i might NOT find it yet but i will 10 years from now or so . . .

BARBIE Thanks Nicki ; |

Thank's Nicki Minaj . . . . NOW our Girl world Thinks there a BARBIE . . . Who want's to be a BARBIE i mean yeah she has the perfect body and Long hair Perfect Friends Perfect Life . . . ALOTTA people want that . . . But it's usually impossible NO one's Perfect . . matter a Fact even BARBIE isnt perfect she has a Homo Boyfriend ( Ken ) Nothing's wrong with being Homo but Yeah who want's they're boyfriend to be HOMO ? Uh yeah YUCK ! i Dont Understand why Nicki Minaj Calls herself a Barbie . . Barbie is umm Classy & BARBIE is NOT That Thick Got Damn . . You have way too much ass to be a Barbie lol Really . . . i Dont want anybody thinking i Hate Nicki Minaj or barbie . . Because i DONT i Love barbie shes pretty awesome ; ] and i Love Nicki Minaj's Music . . She Cant top my Girl Lil Kim though lol ( Dead serious ) Though . . . She Cant ! But C'mon world STOP calling yourself a Barbie . . be something else Call Yourself OPRAH shes Real she has alot of $$$$ and shes Successful as ever who wouldnt want that ? some stupid simple girl that Follows what ever is HOT ! yeah NOT me i wanna be Oprah when i get older BAM ; ]

Say Something by Timbaland ft Drake

This is like one of my favorite songs right now . . . My Favorite line is Drake's line when he say's " What's a Star when it's most important fan is missing" and That's sucha true Question you will NO longer feel famous when the one that You love doesent wanna support anything you do . . You might be Famous to the world but you rather be famous to that one special person ; )

Lost

So this is my first time Blogging . . . i Been wanting to blog for a long time now and now i Finally am. Okay so im young and been through two heartbreaks already . . Kinda Sad but Whatever i'm Strong i'll so get over it . . . So i had a Boyfriend Named Well no need for names . . but Yeah he was the Perfect boyfriend well no ones perfect but he was sure damn close to it . . . He Treated me like a Queen he was Sweet Caring and would do almost anything for me . . . but This Fairy tale ended on December 28 , 2009 ! Super sad face Yeah i Know ; ( . . . it ended because of my social site twitter was becoming my diary and he just couldnt take it . . . sigh i Know i'm like addicted to that site lol but yeah i honestly feel like there was more to the story but whatever . . . The First time he said he Loved me was yesterday and that was also my last . . Sucha sad story never said my blog was gonna start out exciting . . but it will later in time i pinky promise ! But my emotions are so weird right now im going to stop and Come back later but please Comment and tell me what you think

Love, Bianca Nichell