These Quotes are The BEST EVER !!!

FASHION . . . Keeps me Alive ; ]

SOOOOOOO. . . .

Soo i been slacking writting in you im suppose to be writting in this everyday but i fail at it sometimes sorry don't beat me up . . . Hmmm . . . soo whats on my mind Really soo much i cant even begin to blog about it . . i just know that something is Really wrong with Basically i have been going through alot of shit and its just not this whole love guy situtation . . its way more than that . . i smile in front of everyone else just to hide my pain . . & then i'll blank out just to go to my own world which is EVEN worst then the one i live in Now . . .Life is sucha Bitch and i love that Famous Quote "Life is a Bitch because its Hard it'd be a Hoe if it was Easy" sometimes i wish it was a Hoe lol like i wish my life away all the time but none of them never Come True im starting to NOT believe in anything anymore just because nothing Good EVER happens in my life and when it Does it LEAVES which sucks because i get sooooo HURT by it . . . i'm only a Teenager and i go through soo much shit . . . & i know when i become an adult its only gonna get worst Ohhh Gosh i hate it i hate EVERYTHING ! & i also hate how people try to think they know me when they have NO idea what i'm about NO one knows not even my mom ! the only person that knows is me and maybe God . . . just maybe he might not even know me . . . idk but im gone that felt good to let off my chest ; ]

Pursuit of Happiness by Kid Cudi

2010

i Havent Blogged since umm 2009 lol . . soo Nothing's really new with me . . but trying to live my life as happy as possible but i Fail at it all the time . . Ohh well ! i didnt make a New years resoulution because i dont wanna Change at all i see nothing wrong with me . . soo why change ? EXACTLY ! sooo i been thinking i wanna be a Robot Why because they have like NO emotions They dont Cry get sad mad or happy . . people said that wouldnt be the life but why not ? You wouldnt have to worry about getting hurt because your heart would be made out of Metal ! soo Yeah lol and also You wouldnt have to worry about getting really happy about something then getting Crushed because you'd be a Robot You wouldnt Care ! See what i mean Robotic Life sounds Great . . . God can You Turn me into a ROBOT ?

The Word i LOVE YOU means NOTHING its the actions You show that MATTERS !

Everyone keeps saying Bianca if he loves You why arent yall together . . . Umm First off the word i Love you means NOTHING its the actions you show behind it that matters . . . Just Because he LOVES me doesent mean he wants me . . i apparently hurt him . . Did NOT mean to but i guess i did . . . & Just because he loves me doesnt mean we have to be together . . i Still Love my ex But i don't wanna be with him . . Our love was a Real Love that's why it NEVER died . . Soo Love is more then just a Word it's also alotta of other stuff that comes with it . . . When i First Got on the phone with him last night he said "Bianca i Love you so much" You know how that made me feel ? Prolly NOT but it made my heart Cry . . Good thing it didnt make my eyes cry because i wouldnt have stoped & i want Him to think i'm Okay & Doing Great ! What a LIE that is . . .i Love all the help from people i'm Getting but You Honestly can't help a BROKEN heart well NOT mine . . im NOT going to turn Heartless or gay just because i keep getting hurt by guys . . imma just let the next Guy FIND me instead of looking & i'll know if he's the one for me . . im still in High school so i might NOT find it yet but i will 10 years from now or so . . .

BARBIE Thanks Nicki ; |

Thank's Nicki Minaj . . . . NOW our Girl world Thinks there a BARBIE . . . Who want's to be a BARBIE i mean yeah she has the perfect body and Long hair Perfect Friends Perfect Life . . . ALOTTA people want that . . . But it's usually impossible NO one's Perfect . . matter a Fact even BARBIE isnt perfect she has a Homo Boyfriend ( Ken ) Nothing's wrong with being Homo but Yeah who want's they're boyfriend to be HOMO ? Uh yeah YUCK ! i Dont Understand why Nicki Minaj Calls herself a Barbie . . Barbie is umm Classy & BARBIE is NOT That Thick Got Damn . . You have way too much ass to be a Barbie lol Really . . . i Dont want anybody thinking i Hate Nicki Minaj or barbie . . Because i DONT i Love barbie shes pretty awesome ; ] and i Love Nicki Minaj's Music . . She Cant top my Girl Lil Kim though lol ( Dead serious ) Though . . . She Cant ! But C'mon world STOP calling yourself a Barbie . . be something else Call Yourself OPRAH shes Real she has alot of $$$$ and shes Successful as ever who wouldnt want that ? some stupid simple girl that Follows what ever is HOT ! yeah NOT me i wanna be Oprah when i get older BAM ; ]